Friday, December 25, 2009

diantara dua objek yg subjektif.

ya.bad habit saya ialah= im thinking too much.
benda yg ndak sepatutnya dipikir pun aku pikir.
aku sebok menjaga perasaan org lain,
sedangkan aku sendiri ndak tau perasaan ku tjaga ka ndak.
kadang aku sendiri ndak tau apa tujuan & obj yg sebenarnya if aku bwat sumting.

kadang aku buat ikut arahan jak.
kadang aku buat ikut perasaanku jak.
kadang aku buat sbb aku takut.
kadang aku ndak buat plak.
benda yg patut dibuat,aku ndak buat
and begitulah sebaliknya.

and sebab itulah aku confius.
still confius dgn myself.
kn bgs if i clear the desks before action.
ndak la nyesal di kemudian hari.
ntahla.kadang aku rasa aku still budak-budak lagi.
yang mau di tnyak trs apa yg di mau.
yang mau di kasi manja2 la.
yang asyik2 mau dsuru baru dibuat.
yang akan emo if tiba2 ditegur.
*sigh*

actually aku mw bgtau dsini yg aku pun ada perasaan jugak baa.
jgn la ba sesuka hati menegur org if diri sendiri ndak btul.
dirumah kamu ada cermin kan?cerminlah diri sendiri dlu.
aku tau aku ndak perfect.sepala ba yg perfect.
sedangkan paris hilton pun ada jg buruknya.bkn bgs trs.
ceh,tiba tiba plak kan.
aku pun insan biasa jgk.yg baik2 tu datang dari DIA,
yang ndak baik tu,mmg kekurangan la ba namanya kan.
yg mana cacat cela tu,mmg bgitu suda DIa cipta.
if kmu kutuk2, kmu mengutuk ciptaanNya.
siapala kmu if mw dibandingkn dgn DIA.
i need sumone yg accept me the way i am.
bukan yg slalu kasi down aku,yg selalu jatuhkan confident aku.
ok?
TERIMA KASIH.

<3,
dyan.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

im full

skrg di tempat mem.
pnat gylak.
byk btul urg kawen.
k la daa.

i love you all very2 the much.

saya rasa saya suda tau kenapa best jika berholiday dgn kawan2 di kg halaman sendiri.even i tidak kemana-mana.tidak ke bandung,tidak ke simpang mengayau (eh.btul ka tu?),tidak ke genting highlands, tidak ke sunway lagoon, tidak pulang ke indonesia, mcm si beda yg balik kampung, hehe.tapiii,i happy sbb dapat jumpa balik kwn2 i masa skola dlu.sgt best rasanya dapat ngobrol2 sambil mengingati memori2 masa skola dlu.sehinggakan i dah xlarat nak ketawa sbab sgt2 lucu kisah itu.nah.jomla kita tgk aktiviti yg we all buat for this last week.

this was when we're went to erna's for her bro's weddin'.
babak & her sis.ala2 sepi gitu bilang c anie.


babak,erna,amek & aze.my smile was like theirs too.love love!


me,anie & fetty (babak's sis)

amek was so happy.
erna's bro & me.haha.
after that, we went to pasargantung since aze & anie wanna buy shawl & checkers.
look at me,its kinda weird kn if pkai tudung ekin? act,mmg i nak try. tapi tgkla nnti.


checkers yg i pgang finally anie yg bought.


then,off to ajik's stall.(lily) for sayap ayam & buntut yg delicious.
mmg we all rndu mw mamam situ.
hee.tmpt keras ba.





apa yg i bwat tu ek?haha.


on last monday,me anie & amek went to aze's office.
it was fun.dia keja sda. yay!

then lastly,yesterday hang out kjap
dgn dorang.
even tpaksa rush2 it was okay.

picture: i was trying to wear a brown belt at D&M.
the salesgirl helped me to wear it in many ways
since i ni cekeding.yala2.i xmrh pon.
pusing2 di sabindo plaza.

anie yg ndak sbar mw kawen.haha.

lastly:mamam @ kfc.


then mlm gi GIANT.
bwk the niece&nephew pi main2 permainan apa ntah
yg RM3 utk 15min.
mmg kaya la cina tuh.






Friday, December 18, 2009

salam MAAL HIJRAH

MUHARAM adalah bulan pertama dalam tahun Islam (Hijrah). Sebelum Rasulullah berhijrah dari Makkah ke Yathrib, kiraan bulan dibuat mengikut tahun Masihi. Hijrah Rasulullah memberi kesan besar kepada Islam sama ada dari sudut dakwah Rasulullah, ukhuwwah dan syiar Islam itu sendiri.

Pada asasnya, Muharam membawa maksud ‘diharamkan’ atau ‘dipantang’, iaitu Allah SWT melarang melakukan peperangan atau pertumpahan darah. Namun demikian larangan ini ditamatkan setelah pembukaan Makkah (Al Baqarah: 91). Sejak pemansuhan itu, umat Islam boleh melaksanakan tugas dan ibadat harian tanpa terikat lagi dengan larangan berkenaan.

Peristiwa-peristiwa penting:

1. 1 Muharam - Khalifah Umar Al-Khattab mula membuat penetapan kiraan bulan dalam Hijrah.
2. 10 Muharam - Dinamakan juga hari ‘Asyura’. Pada hari itu banyak terjadi peristiwa penting yang mencerminkan kegemilangan bagi perjuangan yang gigih dan tabah bagi menegakkan keadilah dan kebenaran.

Pada 10 Muharam juga telah berlaku:

1. Nabi Adam bertaubat kepada Allah.
2. Nabi Idris diangkat oleh Allah ke langit.
3. Nabi Nuh diselamatkan Allah keluar dari perahunya sesudah bumi ditenggelamkan selama enam bulan.
4. Nabi Ibrahim diselamatkan Allah dari pembakaran Raja Namrud.
5. Allah menurunkan kitab Taurat kepada Nabi Musa.
6. Nabi Yusuf dibebaskan dari penjara.
7. Penglihatan Nabi Yaakob yang kabur dipulihkkan Allah.
8. Nabi Ayub dipulihkan Allah dari penyakit kulit yang dideritainya.
9. Nabi Yunus selamat keluar dari perut ikan paus setelah berada d dalamnya selama 40 hari 40 malam.
10. Laut Merah terbelah dua untuk menyelamatkan Nabi Musa dan pengikutnya dari tentera Firaun.
11. Kesalahan Nabi Daud diampuni Allah.
12. Nabi Sulaiman dikurniakan Allah kerajaan yang besar.
13. Hari pertama Allah menciptakan alam.
14. Hari Pertama Allah menurunkan rahmat.
15. Hari pertama Allah menurunkan hujan.
16. Allah menjadikan ‘Arasy.
17. Allah menjadikan Luh Mahfuz.
18. Allah menjadikan alam.
19. Allah menjadikan Malaikat Jibril.
20. Nabi Isa diangkat ke langit.

Semoga tahun baru ini membawa keberkahan pada diri kita semua dan umat Islam sedunia, Amin.


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

radit & jani.





Radit dan Jani (panggilan Anjani) adalah pasangan muda yang nekat menikah walau mendapat tentangan dari orang tua Jani. Tanpa bekal uang dan pekerjaan tetap, kehidupan yang keras harus mereka jalani. Apalagi ketergantungan Radit terhadap obat-obatan terlarang membuat langkah mereka semakin berat. Namun, mereka tetap bersatu menjadi pasangan yang bahagia dan penuh cinta

Pada suatu hari, Jani mendapati dirinya hamil. Tiba-tiba mereka dibangunkan oleh kenyataan, bahwa hidup mereka harus berubah. Radit berusaha keras untuk mendapatkan penghasilan tetap dan berhenti menggunakan narkoba, agar ia bisa membahagiakan Jani dan memberi masa depan kepada anak mereka. Akan berhasilkah usaha Radit? Sebesar apakah cinta yang dibutuhkan untuk dapat menghalau semua rintangan kenyataan?

Sebuah drama romantis yang tidak biasa, di bioskop 24 Januari 2008


p.s:budak2 under age dilarang keras melihat wayang ini.

Friday, December 11, 2009

10 Things To Avoid When in a Relationship.


1. Never flirt when you know you're taken.
2. Never fall in love to others, stay in love in your partner.
3. Never go out without your partner's permission.
4. Never LIE.
5. Never go out for a date with other person.
6. Never do things that will hurt your partner.
7. Never stay quiet, say your feelings when your hurting.
8. Never call or text a person when you know your partner would be jealous.
9. Never kiss or hug an opposite sex.
10. Never say promise if you can't do it.




p.s: saya rasa no.10 la yg bwat sayang slalu pissed off.hee.sory.

my fav clown.





this is my sweetheart. our fav clown.
the youngest granddaughter & everybody loves her!
alisya, we love you.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

di ambang wati

tajuk di atas tiada kena mengena.

hum.suda cek rsult tadi. wahhhh. sangat2 down. sedinyaaaa. jatuh dgn teroknya result saya.aduinna.mmg baa,ssh btl ba paper kmi sem ini.eh.dyan,jgn salahkan paper.ko yg ndak belajar.yaa.betul tu aku mmg ndak da bljr.last minute jak keja ku.then skrg bru mw nyesal.hum.xdapek den nak nolongnyeee.

i've to work hard soon.
yaa.

<3,
dyan.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

salah sendiri.

halu everyone.its been a while since my last post.
super busy.yaaa.

hum.im really frustrated now.sobs.the lappy knak virus so tpaksa di format.and i've to accept the truth that all my pics and videos were missing.missing ka?sort of.and its f-ing true babe!sad and true.pics alisha's akikah, pics sis sutra pindah rumah baru,pics aunty jume pnya wedding & yg btl2 i frust, pics fam yg lama2 & yuaitiem pnya pics tym sem1.suma ilang.ndak bole diselamatkan.arghh.syakit hati aii.ndak pa la.salah sendiri.yaaa.salah sendiri.tp yg most tempered was sis sutra coz her thesis pun di save di lappy itu.then dia tpksa bwat balik.waduhh.syakit utak.

ok2.now.berbalik kepada story yg latest,kawanku mw kawin.yaa.mmg skrg musim mengawan kawan-kawan.suma pun urg mw kawin.hee.maybe cuti kan.senang ckit mw bkumpul dgn kluarga.actually kemarin aku telah menemani kawanku yg ndak sabar suda mw kawin tu gi tempah kek untuk weddingnya nnti on 12/12/2009.semat juak kan?hum.best pulak.terasa macam mw kawin jugak.macam laa.tp still masi byk yg perlu diselesaikan.heee.

okayla.itu seja.
nnti i update lagik.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

sweet <3 .ilyvm!

im home.yeahh.gumbiranya hati sanubari saya.erk.btl ka ayat ku tu?hee.sda 3hari 3mlm saya d sini.mlm senin yg lalu sygg fetch me at the airport.sory i lmbt.the weather wasnt so good and the flight was delayed.but at least i smpi jgk kn sygg?hee.miss you sngt2.thanx.we'll hve enuff time to ngedate.<3!
that was my janji-ed to you.swear!

yaa kawan2.saya berada di kg halaman skrg ini.sungguh enak rasanya berada di sini.TAWAU bebeh! even shopping complex yg besar ndak da, big apple ndak da, setarbak ndak da, BUT dsini ada ABC yuk~ada nc lalap, ada kongfah.humm.sebut jak tempat ni,mmg beliur sda aku.heehehe.fikiran pn jd tenang.teda sda assgmnt and test segala.heh.yg penting lg,d sini ada familyku & incik bf!

what will i do for this hols?mmg teda plan mw gi vacation.eh slh.ada plan tp FULUS tiada.huhu.jgn risau dyan.chuti ini akan diisi dgn byk aktiviti nnti.tingukla.ceh.mcm kasi yakin diri sendiri jak baa.cpatla ko blk dekpi,kita sama2 pi bundle.bukak baru sda kak atik.heeee.owh yaa.my lil niece will having her bgunting rambut on 3rd eid.nnti i share dgn u all.kay.byee,thats all.

1more:

thnx 4 evriting sygg.lufe you!
even im not the perfect one for you,
but i think that we come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.i'll try.ilyvvm!



Wednesday, November 11, 2009

unstable.

owh.mcm sda lama ndak berblogging.rndu kunun.
ehe.i think the time goes by in just a wink of an eye. this sunday will be the last paper for us.yeaayyy!
mcm ndak sedar ba.mcm bru jak rgister utk awl sem.
im happy.wanna go home.
but at the same time, a lil bit sad coz mw bpisah sda dgn rumate yg agak sot2 juak utak durg cam aku.hee.


memories:
mkn megi sedap sama2. ktawak sama2.
ngumpat sama2.
tapuk rice cooker klu spotcheck.
bcritak2 bnda2 yg diluar imaginasi.
cthnya: pakguard mw memanjat tingkap kmi.
haha.
gylak baa.
im gonna miss those moments.
apart from that,
we're facing wit sumone that really bullshit.
but still we hve strong relationshp and thats i think what friends
shud be.
owh.palis2.we'll be more careful in future.

now.
on 15th nov will be our last day.
hopefully, next sem we'll hve fun together again.
love you all guys.
owh.im starting to cry.


p/s : teringat tym buka puasa sama2.uwaaaa.


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

ek-zem!

next week EXAM.
so,mw stdy la.
mmg mw last minute jg la jwbnya.
hopefully i'll score better than last sem.
aminn.
doakan saya kawan-kawan!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

red eyes!

im totallyfcukingdamn TIRED!
urghhh.





Friday, October 16, 2009

saya rasa saya

exam.
skrg mw exam sda.
sda mw exam skrg.
mw exam sda skrg.
exam sda mw skrg.
skrg exam mw sda.


owh.im starting to dizzy rite now.
i dont even start any revision yet.
owhhh.takotnyaaaa sayaaaa.


Monday, October 12, 2009

the road not taken.


TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

fcuking bimbo.

Bimbo is a term that usage in the early 20th century to describe a physically-attractive but unintelligent woman.

Untuk dijadikan crita,adalah satu pompuan ni yg dianggap as a bestfriend of my friend ni.(bestfriend ke?)My friend ni pnyala budu-budu mengikut juak every single words yg dia ckp or suruh.suda juak namanya bestfriend kan?kwnku ni mmg xpndai mnolak apa2 yg org suru or mintak.tapiiii, dia mngambil ksempatan diatas kebaikhatian kwnku nie.mmgla dia yg paling manang, barang2nya pun every weekend jak btkar trs.kalah juak aku yg sukak shopping nie.(sempat lg).hee.okay,smbung critak..lama2 bekawan nie, si kawan ni pun mula la makan kawan sendirii.pnya main sediii la my friend ni coz her money tlh di churik by HER yg jahat bukan alang2 nie.aduyaii.kwn sndirik pun mw makan ka?aparaaaa~

even yg d ambik tu just RM50,uina.duit baitu boss.pnya ssh mw cari duit.kwn aku ni mmg
btl2 yakin dia yg ambil duit tu d atas bukti2 yg kukuh yg dia dapat.
nah.mmg kukuh pun.
to be surprised, after dia amik duit tu,
dlm hari yg sama juak la dia gi shopping smpi dia xmasuk class.
astagapirula~
baru brng yg dia bli tue mkanan,adus.
haram baitu.masuk dlm bdn and jadi darah daging lagik.
lpas tu, bgs2 lagik dia masuk dlm bilik and buat dunno.
bawak2 beceritak lg.
mmg dasar kerja tetap ba menchurik.
sda jadi kebiasaan la sda.
skrg ni kmi mmg mw pulau dia.
biar dia rasa cmana yg kwn aku ni rasa.
rupanya slama ni dia pkai branded, duit curi rupanya.
malunyaaaa.
cantik tp bodoh.(chantek ke?)
mdh2an after this dia akan sedar.klu ndak, byk lg mangsa2nya.
amin.

skrg nie.
aku stress.
bkn stress sbab apa,
stress sbab ndak tau mw ulngkaji yg mana satu.
ndak tau mw stat dmana first.
huhhhhh.
final dkat sda yukkk.
semakin pening and apabila pening,
paracetamol akan diambil lebih drpd dos.
eish.ndak la smpi gitu.
nsb baik ada supplement.
ndak juak ngantuk trs.
ba.itu seja.
wish me luck.
byeee~



p/s : aku pun prnah juak mencuri.tp mencuri hati.erk.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

worried.


final dkat sda.

tp,still aku blum ready.
byk lg yg blum baca.
byk chapter yg blum dcover.
so?slama ni aku bwat apa?
humm.
im blaming my myself now.
pfftttt~~

so.
hopefully this two weeks left will be worthy for me.
the end.

p/s : life wasnt easy as i taught.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

kad raya.


thnx enong for the card.

Eid 2009



yaa.slamat raya evribadiii.
i've been busy wit open-houses yg x brenti2.
small reunion wit ex classmates yg vogue2.yeahhh.such a gud2 tyme.
and a lil bit upset coz duwet raya yg sgt2 ciput.
hum.tiapala.
yg pntng ada.hee.






itu jakla.
byk lg pic2,tgk d fb jak la.xlarat mw upload suma.
byeee.

slamat raya.
yipppieeeeee!


Friday, September 11, 2009

busy bee.

yes!
sgt2 busy skrg ini.
quizzes..tests..and piles of assignments.
huhu.
mybe this Raya pun tpksa bwt assgmnts.poor me.


td dpt result for Marketing's quiz.
owhh.im failed.serves me right ! poor dyan!!
ssh sgt ka mw membaca?
then..after that bru mw mnyesal.
hum.okay2!
xpa.still ada masa.
nasib baik our MKT's lecturer..Mr Franklin..sgt2 memahami and i really like the way he taught us.
He's very funny..so sng la utk kmi fhm.
to MR Franklin:
i will try my best for the next test.
chayo2!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

hurtly heart.

Tadi class jam 2 until 6pm.pnat gylak. First2 moodku okay pastu tba2 ada sumone yg ckp psl sumting yg bwt aku mcm... mcm apa ya?macamakundaktaujuakmwcakapapa. whattafish?!! sakitnya hatiku.mcm mw nangis jak tym 2.nsb baik thn2 jak.
klu x..nanges la juak aku on the spot.
sabar jak la.
i hate swings mood.

actually..
i hate friends for benefit.
if they're having a problem..then they will looking for us.
thats friends ka?
hum.you all la yg dscribe.
xpala.
ada ubi ada batas.



hi-jack.

Last saturday we went to One Borneo.Our Marketing's lecturer MR FRANKLIN give us a kind of 'explore-race'game.We've to find a product based on the instruction that he gave us.The game was okay at first but after we cant find a product that same as he wanted to..all of us became tired except cressia yg ndak puasa.hee.We all xkisah sda sepa yg mnang or lose..pnat ba.we're fasting ba sir.After the game hbs..kmi pi shopping kjp.hee.mcm biasa la si dyan!





Another best part was when we noticed this Uncle yg pndi tulis2 kaligrafi tue..
I asked him to write my name and I only give him 5ringgit.
"klu student brapa2 jak la"dia ckp ngn kmi.


pastu hasilnya adalah *drum rolls*
TARA!
cute kan?


Lastly trs gi MCD utk bli sungakaian.(bbuka).
Smpi uitm dkat jam 5.30 la gitu.

Itu seja story ku.pnt sda.
cant wait to blk to TWU for this raya.huhu.


p/s : thnx syg for the email.me gettin older.