addicted.

another song from her.
title: NOT FAIR



Oh he treats me with respect
He says he loves me all the time
He calls me 15 times a day
He likes to make sure that I'm fine
You know I've never met a man
who's made me feel quite so secure
He's not like all them other boys
They're all so dumb and immature

There's just one thing
that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed
you're just no good
Its such a shame
I look into your eyes
I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise
and its apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

Oh I lie here
in the wet patch
In the middle of the bed
I'm feeling pretty
damn hard done by
I spent ages giving head
Then I remember
all the nice things
that you ever said to me
Maybe I'm just overreacting
maybe you're the one for me

There's just one thing
that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed
you're just no good
It's such a shame
I look into your eyes
I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise
and it's apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

There's just one thing
that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed
you're just no good
It's such a shame
I look into your eyes
I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise
and its apparent it's all over

p/s:i heart this video clip.

Alhamdulillah.

Disaat waktu berhenti…kosong
Dimensi membutakan mata,memekakkan telinga
Lalu diri menjadi hampa
Saat paradigma dunia tak lagi digunakan untuk menerka*

Sadarku akan hadirmu,mematahkan sendi2 yang biasanya tegak berdiri

tarapampara.

im so bored just now.
got nothing to do except facebook-ing,i just cant let my eyes from the screen.
im enjoying answered all the quizzes.
just to kill the boredom.yes.my boredom.
arghhh.mw jalan2 ba.pi abc ka.nasi lalap ka.
and im enjoying blogging too.
see!
im updating this "too big to cry" everyday.
since im on hols right now.ehem.ehem.

chuti baini.rajin la mengupdate.
heee.

owh yaa.
got mssg from cresh td.
she start to frightened for the upcoming result.huhu.
me too syg.this is my 1st result aftr 4years tidak stdy.haha.lama gylak.
tiapa.tiapa.tnggu jak yah.
heee.

Quotes!

Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything.
They just cry over their condition.
But when they get angry,
they bring about a change.
MALCOLM X.

oh lily.

"LDN"

Riding through the city on my bike all day
Cause the filth took away my license
It doesn't get me down and I feel OK
Cause the sights that I'm seeing are priceless

Everything seems to look as it should
But I wonder what goes on behind doors
A fella looking dapper, but he's sitting with a slapper
Then I see it's a pimp and his crack whore

You might laugh you might frown
Walkin' round London town

[Chorus]
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why ?
Would I wanna be anywhere else
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why ?
Would I wanna be anywhere else

When you look with your eyes
Everything seems nice
But if you look twice
you can see it's all lies

There was a little old lady, who was walking down the road
She was struggling with bags from Tesco
There were people from the city having lunch in the park
I believe that it's called al fresco
Then a kid came along to offer a hand

But before she had time to accept it
hits her over the head, doesn't care if she's dead
Cause he's got all her jewelery and wallet

You might laugh you might frown
walking round London town

[Chorus]
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why?
Would I wanna be anywhere else
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why?
Would I wanna be anywhere else

When you look with your eyes
Everything seems nice
But if you look twice
you can see it's all lies

Life, yeah that's city life, yeah that's city life, yeah that's city life
Life, yeah that's city life, yeah that's city life, yeah that's city life

[Chorus x2]
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why?
Would I wanna be anywhere else
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why?
Would I wanna be anywhere else

[x2]
When you look with your eyes
Everything seems nice
But if you look twice
You can see it's all lies

SHILOH pitt & SURI cruise

These two have already accomplished more than the average adult, traveling the world and hanging with some of Hollywood’s elite.

Can you believe they are 2 already?! (Suri on April 18 and Shiloh on May 27) It really does seem like just yesterday.

Who are those shady characters? It looks like Hollywood cutie-pies Suri (daughter of Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes) and Shiloh (daughter of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie) are getting hip to the paparazzi game. But for two of tinsel town's most photographed tots, these A-list progeny couldn't be any more different -- right down to their choice of sunglasses.

Shiloh recently hit the Washington, D.C. shops with her dad in a pair of cool blue shades, while fashionista Suri took a cue from her mom and wore a pair of oversized sunglasses on the streets of New York.

Let the fashion battle begin!

one hundred and six.

Just because her eyes don't tear

it doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.

And just because she comes off strong,

doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

as busy as a bee.

bomba

si kak oda yg nangis sbb tkjut.

sempat lg c angah.

nah.ini tym apinya mw padam sda.

sabtuday yg lalu.
sgt busy.skolah ank buahku iaitu SK TAMAN TWU tbakar.
tp,nsb baik la yg lain-lain tu masi blh diselamatkan.
aku and pipi ttba2 jd wartawan onthespot.
amik gmbr and bantu2 sikit cigu2 angkat brg.
kbtulan tym tu ank buahku ada kem kecemerlangan UPSR.
nah.tpksa d cancel.tgk jak la gambar2 tu.mls mw crita.
malamnya.pi sri pantai.
pcik anuar pnya anak birthday.
makan pree lagik.hehe.
look at the pictures!

pipi & izzah.

pcik anuar yg busiest mlm tu.

me & apple.

the birthday boy

apple & izzah yg mnahan klaparan.hee.

then trs pi pangkalan marin.kwnkn umie mw jmpa pcik mat.

mnyempat lg kmi.heee.

dyan.

haha.celledak!

kaki-kaki.

again.heh!

si tukang captured.heee.

my weirdo adlin.

finally,mereka disatukan jg.
congrats to ADLIN & EMELDA.
aku stat minat ngn Adlin tym dia jd judge d AF.
mmg byk yg xbrapa sukak ngn dia tym tue.
tp,if dpkir2 blk,smua yg dia kritik mmg btl.
makin hari mkin ensem aku tinguk dia nie.
hee.cuak yo all tgk mukaknya btl2,ada juak manisnya ckit ba.
hee.

bekurapak.

sankai just sent you a nudge.
dian says:
yaaa
dian says:
hee
dian says:
bwat pa sd?
sankai says:
xda
sankai says:
ddk jak nie
dian says:
owhh
sankai says:
satu badan kita sakit
dian says:
yaka?
sankai says:
sakit kepala
dian says:
me ponnn
dian says:
huhu
dian says:
sgt shakitttt
sankai says:
yakah.?
sankai says:
meh la kita urut kan
dian says:
iyaa
sankai says:
mauu.??
sankai says:
heee
dian says:
yala 2 sygg
sankai says:
iyaa
sankai says:
kita urut betul2
dian says:
iyala 2
dian says:
matcam pandai ba sygg kn?
sankai says:
pandai apa.??
dian says:
pndi urut la?
sankai says:
pandai baaa
sankai says:
di bahagian tertentu
dian says:
as i said td
dian says:
mcm pndii
dian says:
heh!
sankai says:
iya baa
sankai says:
heee
sankai says:
pandai
dian says:
pndai urat ka urut?
sankai says:
dua2
dian says:
mimang syg gitu kn
dian says:
gatalness
sankai says:
hahahhhaah
sankai says:
tapi disayang kan
dian says:
iya baa
dian says:
di sygggg btl
dian says:
mcm mw d bom
sankai says:
macam marah jer tu
dian says:
hee
dian says:
xba
dian says:
i xmrh pun
dian says:
sygg la nieee
ada aunty nancy cni
dian says:
hee
sankai says:
yakah.??
dian says:
iyaa
sankai says:
xpalahh
sankai says:
baru mau bermanjaan
dian says:
xpa
dian says:
xjuak
dian says:
dia picit2 jerawat.ngee.xjuak 2
sankai says:
nanti dia baca
sankai says:
heh
dian says:
xla
dian says:
talampau la baa
sankai says:
mana tau kan
sankai says:
menjeling2
sankai says:
heeee

*perbualan d cut dcni coz byk words yg agak lucah dkluarkn.ditakuti ada dikalangan readers out there adalah yg dibwh umur.hee.

CAN'T LIVE vs KEN LEE

even aku sda tgk 500kali pun,
ttp juak aku xburing.lucuk ba.
tinguk jak la.

bikin panas.

who are you to judge me?
i know im not perfect and
i DONT CLAIM to be.
&&&
before you start pointing fingers,
MAKE SURE your own hands clean,babe!

silly mistakes!

i had learned from the past.
i had learned the most valuable things in my life.
i had enough.
after been alone for a week,we've made a decision.
a good decision for both of us.we realized that we cant live without each other.
we knew that what we've now is the utmost important in our life.
LOVE.alhamdulillah.Almighty Allah give us strength to survives in this relationship.
we've been through a lot of things.
joy and happiness.
sadness.
fight.
and even nearly with break-up.
just bcoz of a silly mistakes that happen once & twice.
hopefully it will never happen again.
*sigh*
okayy.

to syg :

thanx for accepting me the way i am.
thanx for always be there for me.
i know im not the perfect one for you but i'll try all my best to be with you.
ILYSM sygg!

im home!

im home!
sgt besttt!
byr tag luk.

from cik eyda :
soalan untuk panaskan badan dulu

1.anda lebih suka karipap sardin atau karipap kentang ?
-both.blh ka?hee.

2.anda lebih suka air kelapa atau air tebu ?
-air tebu.air klapa tu, if aku cacar jak mem suh minum.

3.apa pandangan anda mengenai isu jerawat tumbuh selepas makan kacang ?
-kurg stuju.mitos baitu.heehe.

4.anda paling tertarik dengan lelaki/perempuan yg mcmne ?
-yg pipinya blubang.ngeee.

5.apakah perkara yg wajib anda buat sblm tido ?
-humm.ntah.berangan kalik.

soalan yg memerlukan anda berfikir dengan lebih mendalam

1. andaikan ada org menghina ahli keluarge anda. apakah yg anda akan buat ?
-tdk ambil pdulik.i believe in KARMA.

2. adakah anda akan tolong kawan anda yg dlm kesusahan wlupn dia pernah khianati anda ?
-tgk dulu la wat kind of kjahatan yg dia bwat tue.haha.

3. andaikan besok hari terakhir anda hidup.apakah perkara yg anda ingin buat sblm mati ? -bertaubat laa.

4. adakah anda akan pilih org yg anda cintai atau org yg anda sayangi sbgai psgn hidup ?
-kdua-duanyaaa.

5. apakah yg mmbuatkan anda b'smgt untuk hidup sampai sekarang?
-smua org yg aku syg dkat dgn akuh.

6. andaikan masa dpt diputarkan balik,apakah yg anda ingin betolkn ?
-a lot of things.

7. adakah anda akan give up jika perkara yg anda lakukan asyik gagal?
-yeaaah.

8. adakah anda akan memaafkan org yg telah merosakkan kehidupan dan kerjaya anda ? -depends.

9. andaikan kawan anda menghidap penyakit b'jangkit. adakah anda akan masih bekawan dengan dia?
-kwn saya smua sihat-sihat.wakaka.

10. sesetengah org mengatakan budak-budak amatlah menyusahkan. apa pandangan anda ? -kdg-kdg la.tp aku sukak dgn bdk-bdk.heee.

org yg betuah untuk menjawab tag ini ialah :
-Haney
-I J A
-sue Honey
-nabila
-eyann

ciumakudariphone ;-)

currently this song jd i punyer ringing tone.
from Soulja Boys-Kiss me thru the phone.
heh!ba.itu seja.
injoyy la itu vidio kelip.


Kiss Me Thru The Phone Video

week-end!

penat.
td bjln-jln dgn coursemates.
mybe this is the last 4 this sem.
sgt besttt.
cam lupa sda ada paper lg mnanti.
we shud do this often guys!
ba.see the pictures jak la.
capek deh!

after shopping,trs gi mamam.lapar yukk.

cresh & jane

cam besa la.if jmpa cermin.

haha.

hihi

purple is mine.

behind the scene.agaga~

thumbs up to tuge.

mamam d psr pilipin.
tuge marak yukk~hee.mmg sdp dekpi!

gossiping.

waterfront!

yippieeee!

variousity.

best gylak b*bi.
lastly,off to uitm around 5pm.
nsb baik mc ada bas.hehe.

p/s: finally i got the glads.but, still din out of my budget ok.thats the last 4 this sem.

tidboltid.

tidboltid.
stands for Tidak-bole-tido.
knapa?sbab sda tbiasa tdo jam2 dan ke ats.
so,mata pun di set ttutup jam 2.
trs headache.
if sakit baru sddenly mw ingt ngn smua org.
trutama mem.dia yg plng cncern.
bwat itu n ini.tnyak mw mkn apa.
then aku mula la demanding~
mw itu la ini la.
xpndai bsukur dgn apa yg ada.
pastu if ingat blk,baru mw nyesal.
to,
mother, you're the best one that i ever had in my life.
terimakasih krna sbar dgn prangai ank mu ini.wuwuwu.

td pagi tym d bus stop sempat lg aku call mem.
trs cam mw nanges.
ginila lebi kureng dialognya.

"mak,apa mamak bwat?"
"xda.baru pas mnyapu.knapa?ko ok jg?"
"okay.tnggu bas ni.mw p dewan"
"owhh.jam brapa ko peperiksaan tu?"
"jam 9.tp, dtg awal la."
"mana bapaK?"
"pi tmpt kak sutra mu.bru hbs beranak kan"
"owh.iyakan"(cam xtau sda aku mw ckp apa)
"ada jg duitmu yen?"
"erkk.aaadaa.napa mak?"
"xla.ko tu klu pgang duit mcm air jak.bingat la ckit."
"iyaba.xjg.jarang jg aku kluar sda"
"iyala.anu,ko bwat jak bgs-bgs.bca doa sblum mnjwb"
"okay bos."
"mak..."(ni part yg plng sedi)
"apa?"
"makasih ya"(smbl mnahan airmata)
"knapa lg?sdala xpyh ko sedi-sedi.skrg ko blajar jak bgs-bgs."
(mem cm cver line.tp aku tau dia fhm jg dgn apa yg aku mksdkn.)

p/s: bnda yg ada didpn mata,kdg kita xhargai,tp if sda xda d ddpn kta,
baru kita sebok mw mncari.itupun atas kebodohanku sndiri.

stress reduced

done with 4 papers.
huhu.relieved~
and will be sitting for acc on 6th may.
then will be going home on that night also.
double-happy.yaayyy!
nda ksabaran sda aku.
pnya lma aku d cni.wuwu~
cut!

owh yaa.td tdgr lgu ni d Hot.Fm
cam best plak.trs aku cri d youtube,ni jak yg aku jmpa.
lyrics by Melly Goeslow.tajuk-Hey ladies.
byk yg ckp lgu ni dtujukn utk husband c rossa nie.
layan jak la.k.

HEY LADIES by ROSSA

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua lelaki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis



p/s : to dearest&pretty filzah-thnx sbab sudi jd pmbaca blog saya.heee.